it is fact

reality that i have to face, 4 n 5 february 2010.
it was a very hard day for me.
very,very,very hard......

i pull myself to become more patient,
but, no matter how patient i am, things does happen.
perhaps, it is my fault,
seriously, my fault

my heart scream too loud when i make the decision. i wish it was just a dream...but,it is not.
u ask me to give u time, then that is what i gonna give u.
take as many time as u want, go as far as u want, but if u wish to come back to me
one day, then , come.
i'll wait for you.
But, if u don't choose me, i'll pray for your happiness.

please take care of yourself when i wasn't with u.
I REALLY MISS YOU...